I wish Willow would visit me in dreams more often. I still think of her daily, but since we moved into my mom's place I have had no episodes of the crushing sadness that I was feeling before. I still wake up often in the 3am hour (the time that Willow left) but my mind is able to put it aside and I can go back to sleep more easily. I still miss her terribly, but I think the memory of place was playing a huge role in the sadness I was feeling.
Interestingly, Lucy now gets on my lap much more often than she did there. She would occasionally settle on my lap but rarely stayed more than a minute or two. Now she stays.
Gosh...now that I said all that I'm tearing up....for the first time in almost 2 weeks
